Return/1 yr on wiki

Hey guys it's me.I know that when I last came on here,I was threatening to do stupid things,like commit suicide.I had a firm talking to myself and now I am a totally different person than who I used to be.Now when I came on here yesterday,as a contributor, I don't know who it was but the person who replied to my message said that I had caused a ruckus within the wiki. I am sorry for what I have done in the past.I know that I made everything in this game seem about me. Now I know that I have to consider everyone else around me.So how have you guys been,I mean what has happened within the two months since I have been gone.What are all you guys up to?I mean I have been creating new weapons in my head that I have been dying to put up here.First things first, thanks Ilyx3 for ur advice,and Edward,I know you meant well but I misread that last message that you had sent me,and I apologize for that.Lunar,I know i may have caused a ruckus but I didn't intend for that to happen.And yes I know that this is not a counseling website,but thanks for listening to me you guys,it means alot to me.So let's get on with the wikiing(random word)and let's get on with the weapons we want to be made in the near future.Also if you guys are having issues,I would like to be a moderator in the discussion you guys are having,not a mod on here but you get the point.So I found 2 games that have kinda replaced CA for me.They are Rush Team Free FPS and Red Crucible 2.I would like to try Contract Wars,but it won't load on this computer I am using.Anysuggestions?Well within the past 2 months I have been bothered by 2 things.They are the death of Brian Rickard and Paul Walker.Brian Rickard was a videomaker on youtube,whose videos I would use to help me get better at games.He died on 10/23/2013 near the Illinois State line while on his way to a party with two friends,who also passed away.He was 30 yrs. old and he leaves his two sons and wife.Paul Walker was an actor,you may have seen him in the Fast and Furious series, he passed away on 11/30/13.He leaves his wife and family behind.If any of you guys have anything you want to discuss with me,let me know and I will try to do so with you.BTW, do we have any new wiki contributors on here,if so Welcome to the Wiki,I look forward to seeing your edits around here.Anyway guys,I am a new person and have had a firm talking to myself,call me weird if you will,but I am still the same person you knew a year ago.